Chew on that for a minute. Hopefully, we’ve all felt some type of spiritual, internal struggle and warfare going on at some point in our lives. I think that’s a good emotion, having a conscience and all.
I would feel safe saying that most crappy people know they do crappy things and don’t care and feel just fine. No struggle, no doubting, and no affect.
But what about when you feel gross inside? What about when you feel all icky and like your insides are in a twist? I think that’s opposition trying to win you over. And I think since I don’t go looking for something I already have that the devil doesn’t either.
So that yuck feeling…be happy to have it and thankful you’re seen as someone to be had instead of carrying about with your feet on fire. Devil doesn’t go after what he already has.
Deeper Than a Puddle 