How many times does a baby fall before he finally walks? Dozens at minimum? Probably hundreds? You’ll never hear his parent say, “It’s okay little Johnny, walking’s probably not for you,” & carry him around until he’s fifteen.
If your growth opportunity feels resistant, it’s because you’re GROWING & there’s always opposition when there’s improvement. Take on the tenacity of a 10 month old & don’t be afraid to fall if it’s teaching you to walk. You’re not going to hear from your Heavenly Father “It’s okay, improvement’s just not for you.”
Keep trying. You’ll get it.
“Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance;” Romans 5:3 NIV
Deeper Than a Puddle 